Dear blog, dear whoever,
I have spent a considerable amount of time moaning and whining and just moping around. Yesterday, the worthless pity came to an end. The flashbacks are still there, I am not going to lie about it, and the what ifs and could haves are still there too, but I manage to keep them at bay way back in my memory. One day I will forget, or remember and move on to the next thought without dwelling on it much.
Now let's get back to yesterday! Yesterday I woke up, got dressed, had a long walk on one of Egypt's rarely quiet streets, I had coffee, got my earphones plugged in and kept walking like there was no tomorrow. It was quite refreshing and has been on my to-do list since forever!
I later on met a friend, we prepared our assigned presentation together had breakfast and went to our separate ways. For over two months now, if not more, Snappy and I have been trying our best to meet and chat. Well guess what? We did it finally yesterday and it was awesome!
I had a good day, I came up with closure and I am feeling some peace. Whatever I have been through in good time I will come out of it, you know why? Because, I was born a fighter and I will die a fighter, I save myself and I am done with the self-pity detour I was on. Why deprive myself from my happiness when I have everything I have ever wished for and even more. I am a working woman, financially independent, a masters student, I have good friends and interesting colleagues. Life is good for it to be wasted on moaning and whining.
To my used to be Person, if you are reading this, this is my official goodbye. Thank you for the experience, the temporary happiness, the heartache and for helping me unlock a new stage in my life.
To my readers, life is too good to be wasted on heartache. Smile, you all look beautiful with it!
To Snappy, it's destiny and you know it.
I have spent a considerable amount of time moaning and whining and just moping around. Yesterday, the worthless pity came to an end. The flashbacks are still there, I am not going to lie about it, and the what ifs and could haves are still there too, but I manage to keep them at bay way back in my memory. One day I will forget, or remember and move on to the next thought without dwelling on it much.
Now let's get back to yesterday! Yesterday I woke up, got dressed, had a long walk on one of Egypt's rarely quiet streets, I had coffee, got my earphones plugged in and kept walking like there was no tomorrow. It was quite refreshing and has been on my to-do list since forever!
I later on met a friend, we prepared our assigned presentation together had breakfast and went to our separate ways. For over two months now, if not more, Snappy and I have been trying our best to meet and chat. Well guess what? We did it finally yesterday and it was awesome!
I had a good day, I came up with closure and I am feeling some peace. Whatever I have been through in good time I will come out of it, you know why? Because, I was born a fighter and I will die a fighter, I save myself and I am done with the self-pity detour I was on. Why deprive myself from my happiness when I have everything I have ever wished for and even more. I am a working woman, financially independent, a masters student, I have good friends and interesting colleagues. Life is good for it to be wasted on moaning and whining.
To my used to be Person, if you are reading this, this is my official goodbye. Thank you for the experience, the temporary happiness, the heartache and for helping me unlock a new stage in my life.
To my readers, life is too good to be wasted on heartache. Smile, you all look beautiful with it!
To Snappy, it's destiny and you know it.
