Independence, independence, independence, this is my dream. I dream of a small tiny apartment which I would paint in various shades of green. I would wake up everyday, go to work, come home, prepare dinner, feed Bugzy (my imaginary pet rabbit), write, dance, sing, do whatever I please, then go to bed. On weekends, I would invite my friends over, or have a crazy night alone, then cuddle up and read Angels and Demons till I fall asleep. My little apartment would have a balcony where I could bask in the glory of the sunlight and try and get a tan to my strangely developed white complexion. Eating in silence, studying in silence, doing whatever I please in silence. Silence is really great, it's not appreciated that much, unfortunately. My bedroom would be green with dark oak-like wooden floors, a queen sized bed with an orange quilt over it. Do not judge me, my room, my rules! A closet full of jeans and T-shirts, bags and high high heels. I just love heels! I would add a cream fluffy carpet and turn on the heater at night and have a perfect 8-hour sleep in quietness. It's amazing. My kitchen would be small, I would be mostly living on take away, but when I feel like tinkering my cooking skills, I would try my hand with strange types of pasta mmm Yum! I would convert myself freely to a die-hard vegetarian with no one judging me. Meat is not all that great. It has blood in it and I just do not like it that much. I can live without it. My fridge would be stocked with all various kinds of natural fresh juices that nature can provide *sigh* This is heaven, not to forget some nice green tea with a lemon zest in it. Heaven Completely Heaven!
I needed to take that out of my system, and to show you guys that my life was not all G-like days. It has some nice daydreams in it, which I plan to make it come true someday, when I have enough money first.
I cannot wait for the new episodes on The Vampire Diaries, The Bang Theory, Monster High and Glee...such good series I watch, I hope I could enjoy them this week though...
Well this song has been on my mind lately so I thought I would share it: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dg8QgUIKXHw&ob=av2e
Peace out! H!
We all seek privacy and independence Lolo. However, it's not that great all the time. Maybe it seems nice at the first few weeks, months or even years, but by time it feels really boring and bleak. Even the friends you seek to invite to party at your apartment are not available all the time. The thing is, you can stay away from people for some time every now and then, or you can devote a special place for you that you can spend some time at, alone or with the people you want to invite.
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Yours,
N.L.
Thank you love, but at that point, I needed it. I needed to be alone, I was upset and aggravated and I believed if my alternative universe was free of human beings, it would be better. I still believe me and nature are a better couple than me and people, but I cope with sarcasm and headphones.
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Lots and lots of love to you :D