Finding the H

While hanging out with Snappy yesterday, he kept saying he wanted the old H back since the new one was all about cursing and commenting every 2 seconds how hungry she was while eating plus it had to do with the fact that she was umm, hyper-active like and he could not get her to calm down a bit.

Thinking of the old H made me realize that I really cannot remember her, I know she was this shy, polite girl who would never say anything not "lady-like" when speaking. But she seems so strange to me now,  is she a mirage perhaps? A dream, a hope, a stereotype? I really have no memory of her. Who is she? Apparently she was a lovely person whom my Princess preferred to the now gangster, street-fighting chick she is dealing with nowadays. I know she would never be physical with her daughter (Princess I mean, I am a single girl so far no one knocked me up xD) and she would not go around cussing and swearing everyone and everything. She had poise perhaps. You know this is all frustrating; how can I restore something everyone has a memory of and not me. Was I drunk the whole time?

Well since I cannot restore Little Miss Perfect, might as well try to soften the gangster a bit. I admit I can be really harsh on my Princess and that for some reason she is still there maybe because she has hopes that one day I will wake up and just return to her royal highness Little Miss Perfect. But I know I won't and maybe all I have to be is being a little nicer to those around me I mean being a crazy bitch is doing no one any good (Yes Snappy I am aware I said bitch, get over it already.) Well I have nothing more to say or add.

I am thinking of allowing Princess to read "Days of the G"

Okay so my song of the day would be Sam Tsui's: Just a a Dream: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=a2RA0vsZXf8 .

Enjoy!

Peace Out! H!