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Case: Creature:

Now Creature is really hard to explain, he is a human being to start with, to some he is a drop dead gorgeous, to me I find him normal, and I assure you from day one I didn't spot that WOW-factor girls find in him. We started as.. well I started by hating him with a passion, I made it my duty to just frown at him whenever he showed up, in hopes to drive him away because he reminded me of someone I hated. However, he was good friends with my Princess and after a while I knew that I just had to deal with the fact that he is sticking around for a while, so I didn't talk to him and tried to make his life a living hell, but I failed.

Over the summer and thanks to my Princess he accidentally added me on Facebook, something made me after a while happy because I didn't accept the request till after a week I would log on everyday and see that Friend Request and laugh. -Hehe good old days xD-. We started talking one day and I saw that Creature was a human being and decided to give a chance, though still not talking to him. Oh I know -girl logic whatever- then one day, me being this freaky bookworm, I was searching for a good book to read and he suggests The Other Boleyn Girl which turned out to be pretty good and that the boy really had some taste. I was impressed.

Some where along the road, Mr. Creature provokes me and decides to say that I look and act like a guy. I was hurt and deeply offended by him and I decided to loose weight and get a makeover just to prove him  wrong and show him I can be a lady when I choose to be. When we got back to school, the look on his face was priceless. Victory and success, they do taste sweet! HAHA!

Over the year, we started to get to know each other, and he turned out to be a good person and a wonderful older and taller brother to me :)

Now I have this thing in me I don't know whether it's good or bad, but I love my friends dearly and I consider them family, I cannot stand someone attacking them in my presence and just shut up and smile about it. I admit that it got me into a lot of trouble before, but that did not stop me. It's simple: you attack them you attack me. So I found it really hurtful when he wasn't there to stand up for himself and I had to just listen to what was being said about him from another close friend. It was not fair and I feel horrible, I feel like I have let him down and I cannot even go and apologize to him because that would lead to explaining what happened in the first place, which might hurt or offend him. Shame on me. So me being the genius I am decided to try and start "un-friending" him, it is easy, right? I hated the person once, I can hate him again, pick a fight or something and that's pretty much it, BAM!and we are no longer friends, and I might be able to sleep with a happy conscience. Wrong and fatal mistake; stupid thinking with stupid outcomes, leading me to avoid him at all costs. I am an awful person, I admit it.

I miss my brother and I cannot talk to him because I am avoiding him because I do not want to let him know what I know so as not to hurt him. Drama Queen much? Well enough of it already, I do not feel like writing anymore about this. Maybe I would just show it to him and hopefully, he would understand.

One of his favorite songs: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8NPgVESNjPg
Peace Out! H!