For some reason I am going through this age awareness process. I am twenty-one; and for some reason, I feel like I am fifty. Do you know these little sweet old ladies who have a twinkle in their eyes when you mention what do you want to be when you grow up and they just smile knowingly and say: "Oh dear, you will be even greater;" that's who I feel like telling myself on a daily basis, recently. I know I am destined to do great. My flashbacks are repetitive, I keep remembering every single moment I spent in error and being a reckless little girl. I am not repenting my deeds, on the contrary. I have learned a lot about myself through them I am just contemplating regarding what am I to do next. I am not lost, I am on a break, just watching.
First days are always the worst, lack of sleep can let your mind wander to unpleasant incidents, things that you would love to pretend to not exist. That's not where I would like to wander again. Not much is to be mentioned this time.
Peace Out! H!
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