The List

Regardless the fact that it's been way too long since I last wrote anything about well anything, I have decided that enough of all this. I miss writing. Today I shall talk about: "The List", how I want my future partner in crime to be.

Physical appearance counts but not that much, one day he will be as handsome as a classic James Bond, the other not that good. I am going after the personality, the character this time, I want him as follows:

Kind, understanding, healthy, fun, smart, quiet, mysterious, loving, devoting, charismatic, a friend, a brother, a father, a partner, a lover. I want someone with black hair, sweet smile, calm tone of voice, with a twisted sarcastic sense of humor, a passionate scholar, someone who knows how to peel oranges. I want someone with a sense of adventure, someone who knows I can never be held back; who understands that I need space, that I may leave, but I will come back even more lovingly; appreciating his trust and understanding my need to be set free for a while, to be able to get lost in a good book, or get caught up in work or school. For when I come back, "us" will be as stronger as ever, and as passionate.

"The List" can be changed over and over, there are no limits. Deep down I know that I will find him one day,with the exact description, if not, then better .

To be honest, what I like about me, is that I have reached a point in my life, where prince charming no longer occupies my number one on the list of priorities. Right now, I am focusing on my work and my Pre-M.A I want to be a successful person; Lady H is evolving.

I have reread my previous posts; and ignoring my grammar and spelling mistakes, I found so much anger which I have been carrying around the past year. I honestly do not know, but apparently I have decided to take the high road and start to let go of it gradually. Now I am more at peace with my inner me. I am still confused with no clue on what to do next. But guess what? It really does not matter. Baby steps are 2013's new plan. I shall not fret on what is to happen. "Seize the day from now on", that is my new motto! Life is too beautiful for you to pass by holding a grudge against someone who might not remember what did he or she do to make a jerk out of you.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KagvExF-ijc

Peace out! H!