Life, today, was a blur. Waking up and suddenly you're in the street; greeting friends and BAM you are working; giving a ten-minute break that ends up feeling like a lifetime, because you just want to get done with everything that it is so frustrating.
Today was a good day, but I am afraid I did not enjoy it as I should have. My target today was to do my best to detox no matter what it takes, I was detoxing and I was proud but I forgot to live. I forgot to step back and see the bigger picture. I was so focused on my mission that I forgot the other mini-missions that have been set along the road to keep it company. I don't remember, it was a blur. A good blur though, it felt really good, warm and fuzzy, like eating ripe peaches and watching sunset while listening to Yanni. I think even the blur had its good aspect; it told me to slow down and be proud that I am after my solitude, that I am earnest and insisting, but also I should observe and feel my surroundings.
A new mission has been added to my piled up mini-ones, it is to continue writing while working. I will just have to pursue it even more relentlessly than before. Life is beautiful, it is gorgeous when it rewards you for being a good player. You know when it is warm and sunny with a gust of wind., that perfect weather that is so rare to be found? I believe this is how life rewards the people who truly appreciate her. She reminds them that it's not always about work, or being too serious or frowning all the time, and for those who understand and truly adopt this, life graciously grants them such perfect rare weather for them to enjoy and in hopes that it would make the frowns, sigh and contemplate such beauty. Take a deep breath, unwind, and relax, you deserve it. For no matter what, one should never sleep with a guilty conscience, a heavy soul, or a mind full of wandering thoughts that could leak to the other side and spoil a day that is yet to be born.
I am not preaching, I am just updating you with my latest explorations regarding the philosophy I have adopted while detoxing.
Till I see you tomorrow, that is the song that has been accompanying me while writing: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jZhQOvvV45w
Peace out! H!
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